D-Styler’s World

Aloha ya’ll, nice of you to check in on my blog again, this will be my last blog here in friendster, coz ive migrated… over to blogspot hahaha, so if ya wanted to, i have my games there, my pictures, my almost everything.. yeah, do check it out yo "http://common-illusion.blogspot.com/" well.. BooYah!!!

I wanna say..

thank you, to all you who read my blog.. this blog could not have been here without you. so this is to you.. haha

And i wanna thank my friendster friend, haha, ive found a new place to hang out now.. FACEBOOK baby!! so ill meet you there, im a loyal fan, bt still facebook is way much better, hm.. i wonder if ill get my account banned for promoting other sites.. but yeah.. BooYah!!

So ill see ya’ll there, soon….

Adieus, n for the last time here,

Over & Out,

Dennis (StylerDen)

My Blog Banner..on blogspot i made it myself

Last night, i had the weirdest dreams, this would probable take around 1 hour or more to recall what i dreamt of last night, bt the summery is…. everything that i thought impossible came to happen, things i never thought i could do, places i never thought i could be, and some person that i thought being together with her was impossible.. well that all came true in one dream i had last night… strange, bt for a moment there, i couldn’t tell if it was a dream world or the real world.. bt for a moment there i wish i could stay in that place where everything comes true for a little longer, thats right for a little longer.. not for eternity.. i feel there is more to this, theres gotta be more to what i had in that dream, there is something far greater to accomplish. and so i woke up..

I dreamt of my goal in life, to have a family of my own, spending time with them, picnic in the park, running around, flying kite, sharing stories, hugging one another, that all happen, and the best part of it, was with someone i never thought could happen, secondmy two best friends remain my best friends till the end of my days, my friends whom i have not seen for sometime now is with me, broken relationship coming together again, having my dream job with everyone cheering on for me, its just like becoming mayor of the city, there are about 10 things in my life that i thought could never have happen, and it did in that one single dream, amazing, and i thought to myself "I have dreamed of dreams, and dreams that could not be a reality, and here it is now, a reality before my very eyes"

But of all the good dreams, all good things… but my parents wasn’t in the dream, so i dont know if they were saved, where are they, have God saved them? and i woke up.. and i went back to sleepy again.. and what follows next isnt as pleasing as what it was before.. the nightmare begins..

I dreamt of me and my friends, a whole bunch of em, and my grandpa went for a hiking on a grayish volcano like mountain, it wasn’t very steep, but the path was about 3 feet wide, and beyond that it goes down the hill side, a long way down, no trees were in sight, i remembered it so clearly cause i dreamt that my grandpa fell, he tripped and fall, we shouted and shouted for help, and finally we found him in a cave, i just know he had to be there, entering the dark care with splinters making the walls and grounds we were on makes it even harder, making out way thru the dark cave, passing victims of the fallen victims, some were dead, and some were breathing their last breath, i finally found my grandpa, he was so weak, i remembered asking him to smile and we took some pictures together, for no reason, we thought that he wasn’t gonna make it, and he smiled, for as long as i lived, ive never seen my grandpa smiled the way he did in my dream, and only in my dream he could do that. and i woke up crying, fearing the lost of my grandpa.. a sad dream i woke up from… and that was the bad dream that happen in one night, in about 5 hours time..

Well of all that P/S: im a new living creature of God, i just hope i never stumble upon things that could never happen, keep my head high, and look to the future, hoping for something new im not saying leave everything behind, bt keep some for memory sake, and let God work His way thru me

adieus amigos,

Dennis

Phil Collins - Cant Stop Loving You

So you're leavin'
in the mornin'
on the early train.

Well I could say
everything's all right
and I could pretend
and say goodbye.

Got your ticket,
got your suitcase,
got your leaving smile,
though I could say that's the way it goes,
and I could pretend you won't know
That I was lying...

Chorus:
Cause I can't stop loving you,
No, I can't stop loving you,
No, I won't stop loving you,
Why should I?

We took a taxi,
to the station,
not a word was said.
and I saw you walk across the road
for maybe the last time, I don't know.

Feeling humble
heard a rumble on the railway track
and when I hear the whistle blow,
I'll walk away and you won't know,
that I'll be crying...

Chorus :
B'cause I can't stop loving you,
No, I can't stop loving you,
No, I won't stop loving you,
Why should I?

Even try,
I'll always be here by your side.
(Why, why, why?)
I never wanted to say,
(Why even try?)
I'm always here, if you change,
change your mind.

So you're leavin',
in the mornin',
on the early train.
Well, I could say everything's alright,
and I could pretend and say goodbye,
But that would be lying...now.......

Chorus :
Because I can't stop loving you (can't stop loving you)
No, I can't stop loving you (I won't stop loving you)
No, I won't stop loving you,
Why should I? (why should I, even try)
B'cause I can't stop loving you (can't stop loving you)
No, I can't stop loving you (it's all I can do to hear from cryin')
No, I won't stop loving you
Why should I? (Why should I.....)

Why should I?
Why should I? tell me why
Why should I, even try?

You know what’s amazing? its something words can merely describe… and its "ALIVE" youth rally / concert that just pass on the 8th september 2007, ill take u in from the beginning.

Friday night, 7th september, 8pm. - we met back in church, and the sky is still pouring, the last meeting for the rally was call for all to attend, final preparation, and the sky is still as dark and cloudy as ever. i saw the fog cloak up komtar, the top part of it was fully covered. not even the light can penetrate the thick fog that runs by. the night end at about 11:30pm when we are finally done with the practice, the stage decoration, and all the small preparations. some had to go back and wake up super early to fetch our guest band from CCKL.

Saturday morning, 8th september, 5am. - CCKL band reached the bus station in sungai Dua, i wasn’t in the list to fetch up, so i was still in bed.. hehe

12pm. - we met back in church for lunch with the CCKL band, it was a good time of fellowship. it lasted till around 1:30pm, and we went on the day. setting up the stage, and making sure things are in their place.

3pm. - chairs, PA systems, instruments all done. in another 30mins time, the CCKL band will be reaching.

3:30pm. - clouds starts to filled the sky, CCKL band began their sound check, rain starts to pour. but its just a few little drops, and by the look of the clouds that filled the sky, its not gonna last long. PRAISE GOD!!

5pm. - Joshua House band started their sound check, everything went on well, till my 6th e-string snap.. on the spot, there it goes. so ill have to carry on with a missing string, and with electric guitar and the chords ill be playing, that string doesn’t make much of a difference.. PRAISE GOD!!

5:30pm. - CCKL lead a time of prayer, and it was an amazing time, i was prayed for by Judson. and it hit right at the point "I saw Dennis standing on a hill, and God is saying (you see these land, wherever you step into, it is yours) bt first i must break and let go of these chains that is on my legs, thats whats holding me back" before that tears began to filled my eyes, God’s presence is surely there, no word can describe what that moment felt. only God could have made that moment special for all of us.

6:45pm. - we ended the prayer, change into our "ALIVE" shirt, and ready to usher in the crowds. music starts to pump, people starts coming in, and the rain had even stopped. we hung around the crowds. waiting for our invited friends to arrive.

7:30pm. - half an hour into the initial starting time, the blur sky starts to fade into the horizon, people starts pouring in till there wasn’t enough chairs, and of a sudden we spotted a rainbow over just between Dorsett hotel and komtar, i quickly ran to some of the members and inform them of the rainbow, it shows of God’s promise that He is going to deliver an awesome night, PRAISE GOD!!

8pm. - finally the event starts, with the Joshua House band, me included, hehe, we deliver 3 songs, got some mis-happened here and there, like the PA guy forgot to turn on Kim Beng’s guitar amp, and sunn’s drum monitor. but despite of all the hassle, it was good to what i think, there is room for improvements, but i think it could have been worst if God was not there with us.

8:15pm. - CCKL band took over the stage, and they are great!! they really got the crowd going, almost everyone was jumping, praising God, shouting, screaming, everything you name it.. and there the worship session started. and half way thru the song, our faithful electricity got a fuse, and the power was cut!, but because the CCKL band was so good, they manage to keep it going, with only drums. but because the projector was still on, as it runs from another plug, it lasted for about a minute, and the electricity came back, and the music starts pumping once again, it feels as if it was all planned. the music stops, and the people worship God, and the build-up later on, it could only be done by GOD!!, once again PRAISE GOD!!!

9:15pm. - Pastor Long came in with his message on "the Heart" and he really is a man of God, he got the crowds going, and at the end of it, when he says, "who wanna give and renew their lives to God right now, just raise your hands, and all eyes close" i took a peek, and almost 90% of the crowd raised their hands!! i cried with Joy!! my heart leap forward when i see the numbers that respond to the call, and pastor once again asked "Those of you who raised their hand, please stand to their feet" and 90% of the crowd stood up, just like an army of men, being called forward by God. that time i started praising God for His awesome work!!, only God could have touch so many people all at once. this is the biggest number that respond to a call ive ever seen. and it really brought alot of dead souls "ALIVE" once more.

10:15pm. - we came back with a few closing songs, and that ends the night. the highlight is really amazing, no one could have done all those except for God. we packed up, and went out for supper, we sat together in a 11 table long line, and just fellowship with one another, oh yeah, we celebrated steven’s birthday, guitarist from CCKL band, we were the noisiest bunch, cause we just came ALIVE haha.

9th September, 1:30am. - We decided to part from that place, and head on home, i fetched some back to Deb’s house, and later on go home.. i reach home at about 2am, went to bed at bout 3am. and woke up at 5:20am and head out again, its time to say good bye to the CCKL band. i, Kimbeng, and Sunn sent the CCKL team and pastor Long to the airport, saying good bye, thanking them for a great night.

11am. - we got back to church for our service, and alot of numbers turned up, many that i saw was from "ALIVE" last night, those who committed their hearts back to God. i believe they’ve changed for the better, God is Good… All the Time!! PRAISE GOD!!!, PRAISE GOD INDEED!!

For many of us, we are still in the hype of "ALIVE" too many miracles that only God could have done.. God really shows us whats the meaning of faith that night, and many of us are renewed in our faith once again. and once again we are "ALIVE" for God

Here are some pictures that i found from tyloh’s blog, ill Post more up once i got it haha

God Bless, and take care, and let’s meet again next year "ALIVE" 2008 is gonna be better

In this picture, you’ll see the joshua house band getting ready for sound check on stage.

In this picture is the rainbow i was talking about, it was way much clearer in my sight, haha.. PRAISE GOD!!

over and out,

Dennis

Finally… im done with college, after my internship.. after graduation… and dame!! i miss college so much!!!! theres no word to describe how big an amount i miss college wei!! and working life aint fun at all… if im rich.. id be studying my whole life.. bt i believe God has already set a plan for me, "if" i were rich haha, i would’nt have known Him,  Yeah.. God is still good…

But… I STILL MISS COLLEGE!! haiz.. my studying days are over.. its all over.. and its never coming back.. its.. all.. OVER!!!! *sob* *sob*

Oh hey.. just last friday, my fellow mass-com students and lecturer’s had a graduation dinner for us graduates, and its wonderful.. super duper wonderful!! i see my lecturers as something ive never seen b4 haha, not the serious faces coming in to class… reading names… the sarcastic looks… the ever advice… "this is for your own good." and "DONT SLEEP IN CLASS!" haha, good old lines.. yeah.. gonna miss those noises in the class, and my lecturers dont look at all like the usual lecturers in our classes.. they… are… friendly haha, not only have i gain some lecturers now that ive graduated, ive gain some friends aswell. yeah.. really nice ones too, and the gift they give on the night itself is tremendous.. its the heart that counts.. and they sure put it to action.. well anyway.. here’s come pics of me and my lecturers, and some other pics… too-da-loo..

Me . Mr Irwan . Ms Felicia . Mr Ken

My best friend from my semestes (Tina from China)

Graduates of Mass-Com 2007

P/S: "ALIVE" youth rally is coming up this saturday!! 8th of september!! 2007!! its free!! and come worship under the stars!! coz its open air!!! 1st time ever an out-door concert baby!! make sure you come.. just bring urself, and be ready to be ministered by God!! YooHoo!!!

Over & Out,

Dennis

Avalon - You Were There

I wonder how it must have felt
When David stood to face Goliath on a hill
I imagine that he shook with all his might
Until You took his hand, and held on tight

You were, You are and You will always be
The Risen Lamb of God

Such a beautiful song by Avalon

I Don’t Deserve This - Dennis Lee

Verse:

I’ve walked the walk of men and lies

I’ve pushed You away too many times

And i don’t see no reasons why

That You should forgive my sinful life

Pre-Chorus:

By Your grace

You love unfailing

I found the hope that i need,

By Your love

I find my rest

And now i am complete.

Chorus: X2

I don’t deserve this

I don’t deserve any part of it

I don’t deserve this

But you gave it to me anyway

A song i just wrote,

It comes from my heart,

It may not be good,

But it brought me to tears,

Cause i remind myself of God’s gracious love..

3am

11th August 07

-Dennis Lee-

    Last friday i went to bed at bout 5am in the morning, and i woke up again at 12pm, and from there my journey began…

    I started my friday like any ordinary friday, a little editing for the coming "ALIVE" youth rally promo video, (hey its done, check out this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYskhJQ2bZE), its cool man, anyway, so i edited some and leave some for the night, and so the day pass by, with a blink of an eye, later that night, i got some info from KB for the video, who to put, whats the band name and guest speaker, i had some time figuring out the lines to put in the video, but i got it done anyway, so i sat infront of my computer, placing the text here and there, bt my original plans dint work out, coz the program i use is still missing a few effects, so ill have to make use of what it offers, and once its done, at about 3am, i tried to go to bed, i lay there, twist and turn, and my mind is going on and on, the same thing everynight.. the face that i try very hard to let go somehow comes back to me at the wee hours in the morning… life…

      So i tried to sleep, i know i had to, coz the next day is gonna be a full day, morning at 9am, band practice for the BB campfire, probably till about 1pm, and true it is, i showed them the Promo video and they approved it, and i came back to re-edit some stuffs.. and at 3:30pm i had to go back to church for the sunday practice, till about 6pm, and so i went back, 30 hours in, bt im not really sleepy, coz im waiting for my dinner haha, so after i had my dinner, check my email, friendster, and finally went to bed at about 11pm, bt i wasn’t sleepy yet, and half way thru some chinese movie, i fell straight to dream land, and the next thing i know, i woke up at 4am, went back to sleep again, got up again at 7am, and went back to sleep, and finally my alarm rang, at 9:30am, just in time to go to church..

      After the service, i only knew that i had to stay back for the BB campfire rehearsal, and so another long day ahead…. bt anyway, i think i broke my own record.. bout 36 hours i went on without sleep, and coffee doesnt work on me sadly.. so i had to rely fully on my own. but anyway.. check out my video on YouTube.com and take a vote, and leave a comment, im gonna be back soon, but no idea when that is.. adieus amigos..

Here is a picture of the Youth Rally Concert Logo "Alive" done by Sunn, fluff-up by me

Adieus!!

Over & Out,

Dennis

Ive been attached with Family Guy cartoons on YouTube.com for the pass few days, i can just stay there for hours, from 1am - 5am just going thru the episodes, and its dame funny… and im serious.. for the first time in my life, im talking about LOL funny heh-he… they got some really good life example points too.. one example like.. some girls speaks only in questions.. the typical american teen girl, know what i mean, and from my college, i had a chance to experience what i like to call "The Question girl" everything she says has to end on a high pitch, an example..

Dennis   : Hey Q-Girl (Names classified), hows your holiday, all of us are having monday blues…

Q-Girl    : OMG? im like, having this trip? on this cameron highland? with the strawberries? the are so tasty do you know?

Dennis   : Hey yeah, nice place, i went there a few years ago..

Friend   : Yeah, i went there too, its cool

Q-Girl    : Ah, Duh? who is like talking to you? anyway?….

(Its obvious that she doesn’t like my friend very much..)

But the question here is, what if she is into a topic so hyped-up, that she keeps going on and on and on and on……? funny things would happen.. like her forever questions would go on from a high pitch ending, to a higher one, and soon shes gonna sound like a chip-munk…

But that aside… in the whole series, i felt really sorry for Meg Griffin, the first born daughter of Peter & Lois Griffin, her life is basically a forgotten world, a chapter skipped from everyone’s eyes, she never comes to existence.. her father never pay any attention to her, sometimes doesn’t even know she’s there, any what ever wrongs, its gotta be her fault, and the parents even forgotten how old she was on her 17th birthday.. well from these experiences she faced, in her life.. she dated a dead boyfriend that was later consumed by a wolf, she tried to be a lesbian, and on one episode that flashed into the future, she got an operation and turned into a guy right after her college years, and changed her name to "Ron", pity.. yeah…

Anyway.. and there’s Stewie Griffin, the 1 year old baby of the family that have an IQ above average adult, talks like an adult, and with a vision to dominate the world!! ofcoz he is still a baby, and is bounded by the basic human rules such as a pacifier to go to sleep, of all the family members

The brother, Chris Griffin, doesn’t do much, but the stupid brother of the family.. does nothing much, but follow orders like any good kid does…

And there’s the family dog, Brian Griffin, the talking dog, who is the most normal of the entire family members..

Its a good cartoon, and its rated 18PL, but hey.. its still good, and i surely recommend it. yeah…

Over & Out

Dennis

I dont know what im doing on this blog.. or what to call it.. but just go watch a episode or two.. no other comments..

What a sudden rush… my holidays aint a holiday anymore, suppose to get a 2 weeks break before i started working again, but with so many things coming up, just like those useless pop-ups in the internet that offers nothing but annoyances, im super tired now, dint have enough sleep last night, have to get up early today just to get things done.. cause i’ll be heading into Klang by tonight, and i just found out yesterday at about 11pm. WHAT IS THAT!!! first, when i wanted to go, i was told that i cant, cause my niece is having her exams, this and that, and now that i have my things planned out, and all of a sudden, hey.. i going without me knowing it.

Im taking a little break now, and i cant think of anything better than to pen my thoughts down to my blog.. the pass few days i have some interesting stuffs that i wanna share.. but the friendster blog wasn’t working.. so i say "bugger off, i dont care anymore" and i continued my Justice League collection its my only pass time, a little personal time for myself with no one to DISTURB me every few second, no one asking me stupid questions, and no one to bother me. my time of peace and tranquillity.. ah… just nice..

Anyway, im just so freaking annoyed right now, coz i dont like rush hour, last minute thing aint my style, so.. yeah.. im in a bad mood now.. on one hand i dont wanna go to Klang, but on the other, i miss my sis, bro-in-law, and my niece. and i still havent been to the new place they just moved in.

I HATE LAST MINUTE ARRANGEMENTS!!!! those who know me, should know better, dont piss me off with last minute changes, i cant deal with that.. unless you have a very good reason..

Over and Out,

Dennis